I woke up from my solid late afternoon 'nap' drenched in a pool of sweat feeling not an ounce rested.
I felt the same fear swirling within me.

I drove a total of 4 hours to and fro just 2 days ago
to combat this same feeling I felt
to get reassurance of my hopes and fears.

Only, I did not express myself well and came across as a whiny bitch yet again.
I forgot to put forth a promise, some motivation and a whole lot of comfort.
Those fuzzy stuff a human heart thrives on in order to ooze the same amount of LOVE.

So now..I am left with none.
And I woke up feeling not an ounce rested.