past and present

On an entirely unrelated note, here is a song that I used to listen to and liked (still do) a lot.
I am the type who plays a song over and over and over again for the longest period of time until it becomes stale and I forget it for a bit, only to pick it back up again once in a while after.

Dido - White Flag (Official Music Video). Watch more top selected videos about: Dido

I woke up from my solid late afternoon 'nap' drenched in a pool of sweat feeling not an ounce rested.
I felt the same fear swirling within me.

I drove a total of 4 hours to and fro just 2 days ago
to combat this same feeling I felt
to get reassurance of my hopes and fears.

Only, I did not express myself well and came across as a whiny bitch yet again.
I forgot to put forth a promise, some motivation and a whole lot of comfort.
Those fuzzy stuff a human heart thrives on in order to ooze the same amount of LOVE.

So now..I am left with none.
And I woke up feeling not an ounce rested.