past and present

On an entirely unrelated note, here is a song that I used to listen to and liked (still do) a lot.
I am the type who plays a song over and over and over again for the longest period of time until it becomes stale and I forget it for a bit, only to pick it back up again once in a while after.

Dido - White Flag (Official Music Video). Watch more top selected videos about: Dido

my own

Gained from conversations in, around and about my new read:

equivocal (adj): may have two or more interpretations. can be misleading

anthropomorphic (adj): nonhuman things described as having human characteristics. eg - Mickey Mouse

worrywort

ive got a lot of fears

insecurities

so how do i pacify myself?

i have a lot of questions

but i may not know how to ask

correctly

im sick of how

people think its ok

if you just smile and say flowery things

as if its all ok

to sweep everything

under the carpet

to abuse the word

LOVE

but not really showing it

i may not know a lot

secrets of the world

way of the norm

but i do know

when i stop asking altogether

thats when we all

should start to worry.

LO_ER

Found written on a piece of scrap paper lying at the bottom of the stairs at school:

"Im loser you know"

Running through my mind instantly:

"You sure are. You cant even write a dejected note-to-self right. You missed the article 'a'."

Guess if I was a counselor I should probably seal all windows to my office tight for fear of clients jumping to their demise.

time tattle tale

and she deliberate

to authenticate

when in truth she just

procrastinate

not a talent

well justified

unless displayed?

-how very shallow.

she hesitate

cos she wants to captivate

true beauty

the best she can create

so she deliberate

until everything lost

time due eliminate